some days the definites get too close cause i've already placed a precedent to kill impulse maybe preemptively but better than sorry don't wanna get what i've paid for try to transfer a disease into an outlet where i can police my output my hands are never steady my heredity has made me someone that i don't wanna be repave the path i fought against with brand new foes maybe the need for definites is just as gross although not openly it's still dependency that looks much better on paper oh no what shall i do i've got a taste for medicine and the will to live